| New Name for ME |
[Apr. 18th, 2003|02:02 am] |
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| |  productive | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Moment of Weakness - Bif Naked | ] |
well, this will be my last night as arwen fairy, i've decided to change my username, but seen as it cost money to do so, i'm going to start a new journal. so if you are wondering where i've gone i'll be in touch to let you know what my new name is, and i'll add you all as friends again anyways. so take care, and have a Happy Easter! :) |
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| Kiss My A** |
[Apr. 16th, 2003|10:27 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Run Rabbit Run - Eminem | ] |
Well be prepared for a long journal, I need to do some venting. I just got back from a 3 hour run/jog/walk. My folks, my sister, and my grandmother were all just freakin annoying the hell out of me. I was watching my new Buffy DVD when my sister came down to play on the computer. That was fine. Then she started yelling at me for erasing her songs off the drive. She's gone to school, I'd like some room on the drive because I like to listen to alot of different songs. Then she shouts "look at this, why don't I just erase these." "delete.... delete.....delete" I understood where she was coming from, but I was planning on doing something with those songs, biatch! Then my dad comes down and tells me to hand over the remote. Excuse me? There are three other tvs in this house, he can go and watch that anywhere, but he has to throw ME out of the basement where the DVD player!!! GRRRRRR
so i had nothing to do, i was getting really really aggravated and yes i have a temper. i ran up the stairs and slammed my door. then my mom comes up and tries to lecture me about having some respect for this house that they are letting me stay in. and i couldn't listen to it anymore. with my thin capris on, i threw on my shoes, my sweater and coat, and ran off into the night. and i was out there from 7 until 10, my legs were freezing but whenever i started to feel cold i started running faster. to warm them up. now i think going for a walk is a good thing to do when i get like this, but i should change into some warm clothes, and not stay out so long in the dark.
i wanted to runaway and disappear, but when i started to not know where i was, i got scared and went looking for my way back. but i found a cool spot for making out. awesome! i did some thinking, and right now, i'm just really dizzy. so i can't think straight anymore. i'm thinking i'm cool listening to eminem, yeah, i'm just so damn cool. don't worry i think i'm the weirdest person anyone can ever meet, i really don't care for those who think they are the shit. like they are the bomb, and their better than everyone else that doesn't fit into their "league". They are just plan FAKE and PHONY!!!! *vomits* give it up man! yeah, your cool, whatever. you're just so insecure with yourself that you have to make yourself feel cooler than others.
sorry if i've offended anyone here, but hey man, if this is you, oh well. at least i don't have to deal with someone being phony with me anymore. |
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| What's up wit dat? |
[Apr. 15th, 2003|01:02 am] |
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| |  dorky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | what its like to be me - Britney Spears ??? | ] |
Jericho has SHAVED the beast of his face!!!!! YYEAAYYY! I am terribly happy to see that Chris has come to his senses. I've been waiting patiently, and I knew he would realize that it looks terrible. I didn't mind it when it was short and groomed nicely, but when he had it long enough to braid it, that was just ucky! Nowinski has chopped his hair, he looks good. But what the hell was the point of that segment? Please, there must be something better to do with this character. I'm not to thrilled with this nights raw. it could have been better had Jeff been there. alas, no jeff, no excitement. bugger that!
i'm listening to some of Britney Spears songs from her latest album, and i actually like some of them. gaah! what's wrong with me? she does not deserve any of my attention.. the little slut! sorry if i have offended any of you who may actually like her. i don't mean to be hypocritical, but i do not like the person, but i do like some of her music. is that hypocritical? she dresses like a whore, and kids are listening to her music. what the hell kind of message is that to children? i dont' know if i ever want to bring up a child into this messed up shit. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 13th, 2003|12:40 am] |
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| | busy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | lauryn hill - can't take my eyes off you | ] |
woo, yah, i'm just feeling very odd at the moment. not much to say, but i thought i would write something here. hmm? what can i say, i have to learn to develop my own pictures. never taking them into walmart, where one hour girl can make copies and keep them in a drawer to show her friends. i've been trying to figure out how i can get her fired, letting the store know they hold a shoplifter in their hands? hmm, i wonder if that would do any damage. i want to hurt her, i want to hurt her bad.
i boought the Harry Potter DVD yesterday, it was on sale so i thought why not. i can't wait to get my income tax in, its already gone. i want to buy the hardy boyz book, the buffy season 3 dvd, and i have a few movies coming in soon. this year looks pretty damn good for movies - Matrix reloaded, XMEN2, 2fast2furious, and i would like to see A Man Apart. oh, right, i have to get the next harry potter book too. damn, i'm getting anxious. |
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| Smack ME Down |
[Apr. 10th, 2003|10:31 pm] |
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| |  horny | ] |
Alrighty then, here are my thoughts on Smackdown. Spanky --- ME LOVES YOU!
( smackdown thoughts )
So yah, I'm really feeling hot right now. Need to go have a cold shower. Where's Chris when you need him? |
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| hmm? |
[Apr. 10th, 2003|10:17 pm] |
at the beginning, and this at the end of what you want to hide except you remove the exclamation points.
kay, now i'm gonna try this out, bare with me here peops. this is about smackdown so if you have yet to watch, you my want to avoid the rest of this just in case this doens't work.
( smackdown ) |
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| NOt thAt LuCky |
[Apr. 8th, 2003|05:11 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sad | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Lose Yourself - Eminem | ] |
eek, tomorrow is hardy boys in toronto. damn it, i don't have a way to get there! @*#!
i want to go, i really want to go. i still have to get their book. i'm going to be upset all day long knowing that Jeff Hardy is only a couple hours away, and i'm not there to see him. :(
what am i to do? maybe i should see if i can rent a car, then i'll call in sick for work. i can't miss Jeff. this is not good. nooooo!
i'm off to go and cry, i'm going to miss Jeff Hardy. *sulks* |
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| Men who Piss me Off |
[Apr. 6th, 2003|09:44 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cynical | ] |
| [ | music |
| | coward - holly mcnarland | ] |
wooo! people can be hella damn annoying. my friend and i were out at the mall the other day when we looked inside a bar to see Smackdown on again (i think it was AfterBurn), so seen as we never got a chance to see it, we decided to go and have a bite to eat and watch. so we're eating and watching the show when this guy gets up from his seat and changes the damn channel on us!!! Stupid dumbass!! I was offered money to get up and kick him, but seen as we were in public, i decided against it. but i would have loved to kick that guys ass. i told him that we were watching that, and he just ignored me. i can't believe i didn't do anything about it, i should have made a scene, i'm famous for making scenes when someone pisses me off.
and then when i started listening in on their conversation they said something about how we're just girls who like to watch the hot guys. Damn them, i know that's like the top reason for me watching it, but that's just hella judgemental. I should have gotten up and said "well, if you think you're such a star, why don't you try wrestling with me?" damn, i wish i had thought of that before, that would have been sweet.
oh well, over and done with, but i just thought i'd share this experience with all those female wrestling fans out there. damn those men! |
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| brrr.. it's freezing |
[Apr. 3rd, 2003|11:21 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  ditzy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | rock steady - no doubt | ] |
well, i should be watching smackdown right now. i'd like to see john cena, i heard he's made himself new entrance song. cool, need to hear that one. i'm really cold down here. there was a reason i came to write here, but now it's left my head. damn that! i'm thinking maybe i should just go to sleep and cuddle up with my puppy. she's been bugging my grandma, so i told her to go sleep in my bed until i decide to go to sleep. it's so cute, i don't know where she got this from but she nudges her head underneath my covers for me to let her in. she's sooo cute. i loves me cola! and me maggie! she's waiting for me to go upstairs, watching me from "her" spot on the chair. well, i'm off to watch a little bit of smackdown, then head off to sleep. damn, i'm cold |
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| Annoyances |
[Mar. 31st, 2003|10:21 pm] |
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| |  silly | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Break it Down - Degeneration Theme | ] |
woah, i was upset for most of my day at work, worrying about Brock. I've never worried about any of the wrestlers like I did about him. It brought tears to my eyes when Angle hugged Brock. That match really had me worried to death. Every move made on Angle made me cringe, hoping nothing bad would happen to him. And then when Brock walked over to the ropes I knew what he was going to do, and worried about Angle. But then I noticed how far Angle was. I just knew something terrible was about to happen. And I've been praying ever since that this is not Brock's only wrestlemania.
Oh, fudgenutter, breane has just logged on, and wants to talk. i've been debating what to do, and haven't thought of anything. i can just ignore her, or act like nothing happened, or say how upset i am with her. but what the hell good is it going to do? i'll tell her how ticked off i am, and then she'll defend herself as not being the bitch i make her out to be. who cares, i'm just going to ignore her tonight. i'm not in the mood to deal with her right now.
damn, i have so much to write about, but i'm soo tired. i went to bed really late last night and woke up early for work. now i have to wake up early for work again. damn, i need a night job! i'm a night hawk, i love the night life. i can be up for hours. but then comes the morning... not too pretty. well, i like that i will be done at noon, but i hate mornings. sometimes i just don't feel like making myself up when i'm tired and then regret going in because andrew ends up working that day, or someone like jon or macs hot bro shows up. always on the day i don't do my hair or makeup. so now i get up in time to do all my shit.
look at this, i'm still rambling on. i was thinkin about staying up to see the second showing of raw seen as both the tvs were in use when i wanted to watch RAW!!
this is really starting to upset me, i really have to move out, i'm in an odd mood. happy, yet annoyed. i think i'm just hyper, i've gotten my second wind, but i won't feel it in the morning so i'm still heading off to bed. but i want to watch RAW, i want to see jeff! i want to see hbk, and see what's happening...damnit@! |
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| stable wars |
[Mar. 30th, 2003|05:46 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Sunday Morning - No Doubt | ] |
well, i will be leaving for wrestlemania in a few minutes, we decided to go see it at the theatre. it should be nice without all the smoke and loudness at the bar. although i will miss those yummy pizza fingers i treat myself to once every pay per view. i hope i do well on my stable wars predictions.
i was just wondering how to hide some of my entry, i've noticed that a lot of you guys do that, and i'm not quite sure how to work that. (does that have something to do with brackets?)
well everyone, enjoy tonights show, take care. |
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| Wrestlemania |
[Mar. 29th, 2003|04:04 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  mellow | ] |
| [ | music |
| | I am the Man - Philosopher Kings | ] |
Looking forward to WrestleMania tomorrow. I think HBK and Jericho's match should prove to be interesting. I love them both, so I'm not quite sure which one I'd like to win. I think I'm going for Jericho, he deserves a win at wrestlemania after last one. It was so awesome at the SkyDome last year, I'm a little upset that it's not here again. If we had stayed at the usual hotel we could have met up with some of the wrestlers, but it was on the march break so I couldn't get my discount :(
It would have been so awesome to meet some of the wrestlers, even if it wasn't one of my favs. Well, next time they are in toronto, I will definetly have to see that. Jeff and Matt will be here in April, I'd love to meet Jeff. See what he's like in person. After hearing Byte This, I can't be too sure about any of the wrestlers anymore. I'm not upset, just disappointed in Randy for being so superficial. But I guess most guys are like that, so I'm just hate the whole of them. |
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| party it up |
[Mar. 22nd, 2003|11:05 pm] |
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| |  flirty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | spin spin sugar | ] |
the night is still early. i'm getting myself all worked up with some fun music, until my friend gets out of the damn shower. why the hell did she have to wait so long for that? well, it gives me a chance to check my email, and write something happy in this for once. i was just going over my entries, and all of them are so upsetting. well not this time, but i'm sure i'll be bumed out tomorrow when i find out chris hasn't called yet. well who gives a damn about him tonight, i'm gonna find me someone better tonight. darren and his "boys" are supposed to show up, but i don't know if i should go after him tonight. i think i'll have to show him that i'm not just going to get with him. i can find some other hottie, damn, its gonna be one hell of a night. shari and melanie want to go down to the casino, but that'll have to be the after hours stop. we're making a few stops, the daily planet, cairn croft(not my preference), and who knows where else we'll end up. i'm starting to feel this shit. damn, i'm gonna get fucked! |
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| yawn |
[Mar. 20th, 2003|01:50 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  exhausted | ] |
| [ | music |
| | only happy when it rains - garbage | ] |
damn, i'm tired, i just wanted to use one of my icons tonight, seens as it took me awhile to get them. take care of yourselves... peace |
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| not quite well |
[Mar. 10th, 2003|08:08 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | annoyed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | fear - sarah mclachlan | ] |
well, i had my interview today. i'm hoping that my test scores give me some sort of vantage, cause there's no way that anyone would hire a bumbling idiot. i was terrible, i must be some kind of disabled person. i couldn't concentrate on what i was trying to say, and said whatever came out, and didn't make any sort of sense at all. gosh, i'm never gonna get out of this damn hellhole. :(
i'm looking forward to raw. maybe jeff hardy will cheer me up, cause i know randy won't be able to :( |
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| A Job For Me! |
[Mar. 5th, 2003|09:52 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | determined | ] |
| [ | music |
| | what is this love? - blue rodeo & sarah mclachlan | ] |
well, i think i'm gonna get the job. i went to apply today, and they had me stay for a test. i ended up staying there for 2 hours. my mom was ticked that i was out longer than was expected. but i told her, hey i most likely will get the job. which means more money, money that i can start putting towards rent. that made her happy.
i did well on the test. 80% on the math section, 75% on the computer section, and 37 words per minute. and to be able to be hired you need %70/math, 60%/comp, and 20wpm.
i will just be sooo extremely happy when they call to say i'm hired. i really need more money than i get at the damn store. |
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| Randy Pics? |
[Mar. 3rd, 2003|08:54 pm] |
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i'm trying to find some pics of randy orton, does anyone know where i can find some? |
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| Am I gonna Die? |
[Mar. 3rd, 2003|08:05 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | worried | ] |
| [ | music |
| | shut your mouth - garbage | ] |
life is like a box of chocolates....you eat them up and they make you fat. (huh?)
i know i'm a little strange, but that's cool.
i'm scared, i had this feeling that i've gotten some awful disease. then i found out that a test my doctor did on me was for this, and i haven't gotten any results in. i'm really freaking out here. i was watching one of my usual shows, and one of the guys ended up getting it. i found out how it starts, and it really makes me wonder what the hell is going on with my health.
i have to see my doc soon and stop myself from worrying. i'm probably just getting all worked up over nothing. i tend to do that. let's just hope this is nothing.
as for wrestling...i heard that my baby got hurt yet again. Randy, honey, I don't think you were meant for wrestling. You were meant for me to fall in love with, and break my heart, cause well, i'm never gonna get a chance to meet you :(
He will probably need all the loving notes from his admirers again, and hopefully he'll be back soon. Just to hang out with Evilution. And be pretty, and keep from hurting himself anymore. He just doesn't seem to be lucky. Damn the asshole that cursed the Ortons. They've all managed to injure themselves time and time again. Please, please, let Randy be able to do something his family never did.... |
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